roll it,smoke it and hit it(only by invitations)

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

NA

i admit i am in pain.FOR THE FIRST TIME YEELIN HAS FEELINGS!!! my ex so posted his relationship status in facebook. FUCK MY LIFE AND FUCK FACEBOOK

go pop a wine freaks.

for this 100 days of pain i go thru i will get 1 million days of happiness.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

jump!

recently a friend of mine kill himself in a foreign country,i'd wish i joinied him.

i think i'd be happier down there.

i've been getting bad HEAD ACHE for not smoking. for the first time smoking cures something.

but i think aids is still the shit.to bad for those who have HIV.
its 3.07 pm and i am heading to sleep.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

--- On of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there is more than one of these religions, and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can project that all souls go to Hell.
With birth and death rates as they are, we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially. Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand proportionately as souls are added.
This gives two possibilities:
1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks loose.
2. If Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over.
So which do you think it is?



i am picking number 2!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

still wondering

ok so this month five people told me straight at my face that i am a sick person. i thought i was just crazy but sick dont sound so cool.

define sick for me anyway. i am a little confused.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

nick!

so how ironical...like i mentioned lonely lady with nine cats..i met someone who reminded me of my first love.nicholas.


for the first time i think my heart functioned after many years.

Friday, October 2, 2009

i am a wounded satellite

ps: i am saying this out of the context of my friends.
everybody already has somebody.

everyone is getting married.

everyone is getting serious with their relationship.

i am still wandering like a lost sheep.

this is like an instant strike of paranoia that i will be the lonely lady with nine cats. even though i do get to experience meeting many men but in the end of the day i am the lonely one.


even after saying all of this, i would like to be single.
"she likes being good, and I like being happy...."

china..oh china



turned two decade and got stranded in china.

didnt get to go for a close friends wedding and meet my best fren before she left for england.

i am starting to amaze my self even more everyday.

but i fell in love with me.