FUCK THIS.

ok i have been like viewing my own blog right and i just realised how crappy this is. i mean 90% of it there is not real input besides some suicidal note or constant whining.

so the purpose of this post is for me to speak about some real stuff about life in general.

some of it might turn out to be really random..so read ahead.

• i dont understand why annoying girls still do not drop dead and die
• weed is boring because everyone is doing it
• weed seller are even more boring
• the kampung malays should really consider wearing their helmet when riding a bike.SERIOUSLY
• we should ban proton saga
• nigger can never date a Chinese unless the chinese girl is really ugly or deformed
• people in self denial are the worst criminal for themselves
• kurt cobian should had not die cause he would take down fucking trance music
• we should have more channels in astro
• girls with high pitch laugh should go for voice surgery. if i was bill gates i WILL pay for their surgery like a scholarship or something.
• girl on girl in clubs are overrated.they end up fucking without a condom.
• we should ban people from dancing on the dancefloor because not many of us can afford medical check up for eye sore
• ps: the micheal jackson is done in the 70's during the afro era. pls leave tht at home, dont bring in to the club
• my dad counts his beer. ;)
• i still dream of america, like a child who dream of disney land
• white girls are ugly
• i hate taking photos, but eversince facebook is out we all compete to upload photo's
• we shud drink beer at night not day time. unless u are indian
• some mix kid are cute. some are just badly formed. so if u plan u get married to a guy please think about how your kid will look like
• at some point middle eastern people are fucked up and so are the malays. i can count with my fingers the good ones.
• i hate rebels without a cause
• whats up people braggin about their drinking lifestyle. we all drank! i think they meant water. opps!
• i want a bigger plasma TV
• cinema's should have a special place for ladies to avoid sexual harrasment
• sexual harraser must go to hell
• my room should have two air conds
• my house shud have a pool
• i should go to london soon as well.

dont puke

even jesus can take a joke

wasted days u dont remember

you woke up with heavy thruds on your head. u feel like vomitting. u feel like you are going through paranoia. every single movement brings paranoia to you. u can still taste alcohol in your throat. you feel confused and of coz dizzy as heck. and you have no idea what happened last night. you feel like there is someone inside your head hammering you skull. you cant barely breathe because you are still so high on yourself.

no no its not the end of the world

in fact u are just wasted

cheers peeps

i am bull-shitting my ass here

i hate this day

let me remind you for those who have no clue at all of no memory at all that velantine's day is in nine days. thats right folks nine days. so am i exicted and all hype up for some romantic dinner ?

NO

you can quote me.

ITS NO

i hate to walk to college and see guys holding flowers for their whosoever gf or crush and other guys at the corner urging them to pass the flowers.

i hate the sight of couples holding hands lookin so happy knowing that its valentine's day

i hate the fact that all the roads are jammed up cause everyone is out, while i need to go to some bar to escape my misery

i hate the fact that my friend keep braggin what she did for her boyfriend and what he did for her.

i hate the sight of red stuff even these words in red are killing my eyes. did i mention PINK?

i hate chocolate cause its fattening

i hate romantic dinner cause the candle on the table stinks!

i HATE VALENTINE's DAY

because i just do

happy valentines day

let me add on

one more reason i wanna kill myself



i cant make it to AMEDIKA.

why did u die ?

his name is kurt cobain and he should not die

wooookaaayyyyy

2009 resolution

it is only the 13th day of 2009 i manage to figure it out.call me slow.fuck you right back at least i have one. here it goes:

• leaving my home to chase my Hollywood dreams(RIGHT. just wanna leave my house period)
• my college application to be accepted or i have to become an indon maid
• growing an apple tree(have u ever tried doing it in Malaysia?) that's the whole point
• growing another apple tree after my first one grow
• go skiing
• bungee jump cause 2008 i was a pussy
• STOP PROCRASTINATING
• get a score of 2000 for my SAT cause exam's a bitch
• leave Taylors cause it suxs big time
• strike a lottery and then shower in a pool of alcohol.(is that even possible? but i cant consider this as a resolution right because i cant control it)
• talk less and do more and then talk even lesser and do more
• date like a pro. love is a game. don't deny it
• go for a gig
• get my second tattoo
• do something to impress myself and everyone else cause your opinion matters.

PEACE PEEPS