still wondering

ok so this month five people told me straight at my face that i am a sick person. i thought i was just crazy but sick dont sound so cool.

define sick for me anyway. i am a little confused.

nick!

so how ironical...like i mentioned lonely lady with nine cats..i met someone who reminded me of my first love.nicholas.


for the first time i think my heart functioned after many years.

i am a wounded satellite

ps: i am saying this out of the context of my friends.

everybody already has somebody.

everyone is getting married.

everyone is getting serious with their relationship.

i am still wandering like a lost sheep.

this is like an instant strike of paranoia that i will be the lonely lady with nine cats. even though i do get to experience meeting many men but in the end of the day i am the lonely one.

even after saying all of this, i would like to be single.

"she likes being good, and I like being happy...."

Edith Wharton

china..oh china

turned two decade and got stranded in china.

didnt get to go for a close friends wedding and meet my best fren before she left for england.

i am starting to amaze my self even more everyday.

but i fell in love with me.

what a joke

UNTIL I HAVE SOMETHING BETTER TO LOVE,I WILL STILL BE LOVING WHAT I LOVE.
tragic yet real.

i so want to murder you, but God asked me to do it later

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.i will shooot you!
oh sorry! be right back, gonna go stab the hell out of my mom now.

the great escape

so my iguana planned an escape on me today....unfortunally i caught him while he was running for his life.
i wonder where he wanted to go. really! i might want to take him to dubai.