i so want to murder you, but God asked me to do it later

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.i will shooot you!
oh sorry! be right back, gonna go stab the hell out of my mom now.

the great escape

so my iguana planned an escape on me today....unfortunally i caught him while he was running for his life.
i wonder where he wanted to go. really! i might want to take him to dubai.

i am in a bad mood.
i think my mom use to put live bears in my crib when i was a kid.



have a pleasant Monday and fuck you all!

very lethal

so like i have a problem sleeping right?





i got some Atarax from the doc



and i drank some VSOP with it



lethal.



its 10am and i just got out of a roller coaster.



i dreamed of amsterdam, i want to go back there.



good morning guys and welcome to another day on earth.

hey God,where are you?

one day God decided to put Israel next to Palestine and see what happen to both of the nation

then he kicks back on his couch and grab a pack of chips and beer and watch over them from heaven.

and he laughs.

at least he has a sense of humour,i like him.

happy friday's eve.

a million dollar question.

if i had the precise answer to this i will be rich by today. yeah right.

so anyways the question here is what does it take to be really free and happy? have you ever thought of that? well i do! a lot!

To pursue the ultimated of hedonism.to be completely free of all being and even yourself and whatever you are holding back. some find it in the pleasure of playing sports, travelling the world and walking on the untouched ground, a new car, a second wife or even sex. to be really free is to not complain anymore. you will just somehow know when you are happy. your walk seems like a skip,your journey seems like its not going to end because you are just too happy, you purpose seem to be so clear though you do not know what it is. every song you hear is like inner healing and joy.

i battle with my spirit and the people around me to seek for the truth. I'd figured to leave all material things i had and walk this world based on my faith and the people who are willing to help me along the way. leave the me behind and be reborn again as a whole to seek the world and not get enclosed by the society and their expectation on us. sometimes when one seek that freedom, it gets so addictive that he does not want to give up on it and then they get caught up in the filth of this earth. like how sex addicts die of AIDS.i have seek human relationships to make me happy. just like seasons, human relationship comes and go.and then there goes the cycle all over again. then we get caught up in a so called routine that we hate. when relationship becomes a routine we get bored and sick of it.

i want to go to Alaska and hopefully die there.why die old and broke when you can die young and happy? i'd be rich! rich with happiness in my heart. i'd die while watching my favourite mountain and sky. i do not see myself spending my last moment on earth surrounded by prayers of people who are selfish into letting me go to heaven and paradise on my death bed. i do not dream of dying in a stream of my own blood as well. i want to go in peace and leave this earth with the best sight i can ever remember.most of our life's are according to a plan. you are given a plan on how to live your life since the day you were born. so if we always plan on living, when do we plan how to die?
oh foolish society. damn fools

i will be free soon, hence saying that i am spiritually materialized and i have a very big smile on my face.

good night.

wooooohooooooooooooooooooooooo

i like:
good looking men
centrefolds
money
food
fast food
fast cars
faster cars
mansions
fun and
more fun.

i will give this all up and go to Alaska.i will live with wild boars,trees and icy mountains.i'll spread my yoga mat there and strike a pose just to see Alaska upside down and do the cha cha dance.. and laugh out hard at how you people work your ass of at your nine to five job.

i do not want to be poisoned by civilization.

ALASKA HERE I FUCKING COME!