the great escape

so my iguana planned an escape on me today....unfortunally i caught him while he was running for his life.
i wonder where he wanted to go. really! i might want to take him to dubai.

i am in a bad mood.
i think my mom use to put live bears in my crib when i was a kid.



have a pleasant Monday and fuck you all!

very lethal

so like i have a problem sleeping right?





i got some Atarax from the doc



and i drank some VSOP with it



lethal.



its 10am and i just got out of a roller coaster.



i dreamed of amsterdam, i want to go back there.



good morning guys and welcome to another day on earth.

hey God,where are you?

one day God decided to put Israel next to Palestine and see what happen to both of the nation

then he kicks back on his couch and grab a pack of chips and beer and watch over them from heaven.

and he laughs.

at least he has a sense of humour,i like him.

happy friday's eve.

a million dollar question.

if i had the precise answer to this i will be rich by today. yeah right.

so anyways the question here is what does it take to be really free and happy? have you ever thought of that? well i do! a lot!

To pursue the ultimated of hedonism.to be completely free of all being and even yourself and whatever you are holding back. some find it in the pleasure of playing sports, travelling the world and walking on the untouched ground, a new car, a second wife or even sex. to be really free is to not complain anymore. you will just somehow know when you are happy. your walk seems like a skip,your journey seems like its not going to end because you are just too happy, you purpose seem to be so clear though you do not know what it is. every song you hear is like inner healing and joy.

i battle with my spirit and the people around me to seek for the truth. I'd figured to leave all material things i had and walk this world based on my faith and the people who are willing to help me along the way. leave the me behind and be reborn again as a whole to seek the world and not get enclosed by the society and their expectation on us. sometimes when one seek that freedom, it gets so addictive that he does not want to give up on it and then they get caught up in the filth of this earth. like how sex addicts die of AIDS.i have seek human relationships to make me happy. just like seasons, human relationship comes and go.and then there goes the cycle all over again. then we get caught up in a so called routine that we hate. when relationship becomes a routine we get bored and sick of it.

i want to go to Alaska and hopefully die there.why die old and broke when you can die young and happy? i'd be rich! rich with happiness in my heart. i'd die while watching my favourite mountain and sky. i do not see myself spending my last moment on earth surrounded by prayers of people who are selfish into letting me go to heaven and paradise on my death bed. i do not dream of dying in a stream of my own blood as well. i want to go in peace and leave this earth with the best sight i can ever remember.most of our life's are according to a plan. you are given a plan on how to live your life since the day you were born. so if we always plan on living, when do we plan how to die?
oh foolish society. damn fools

i will be free soon, hence saying that i am spiritually materialized and i have a very big smile on my face.

good night.

wooooohooooooooooooooooooooooo

i like:
good looking men
centrefolds
money
food
fast food
fast cars
faster cars
mansions
fun and
more fun.

i will give this all up and go to Alaska.i will live with wild boars,trees and icy mountains.i'll spread my yoga mat there and strike a pose just to see Alaska upside down and do the cha cha dance.. and laugh out hard at how you people work your ass of at your nine to five job.

i do not want to be poisoned by civilization.

ALASKA HERE I FUCKING COME!

FUCK THIS.

ok i have been like viewing my own blog right and i just realised how crappy this is. i mean 90% of it there is not real input besides some suicidal note or constant whining.

so the purpose of this post is for me to speak about some real stuff about life in general.

some of it might turn out to be really random..so read ahead.

• i dont understand why annoying girls still do not drop dead and die
• weed is boring because everyone is doing it
• weed seller are even more boring
• the kampung malays should really consider wearing their helmet when riding a bike.SERIOUSLY
• we should ban proton saga
• nigger can never date a Chinese unless the chinese girl is really ugly or deformed
• people in self denial are the worst criminal for themselves
• kurt cobian should had not die cause he would take down fucking trance music
• we should have more channels in astro
• girls with high pitch laugh should go for voice surgery. if i was bill gates i WILL pay for their surgery like a scholarship or something.
• girl on girl in clubs are overrated.they end up fucking without a condom.
• we should ban people from dancing on the dancefloor because not many of us can afford medical check up for eye sore
• ps: the micheal jackson is done in the 70's during the afro era. pls leave tht at home, dont bring in to the club
• my dad counts his beer. ;)
• i still dream of america, like a child who dream of disney land
• white girls are ugly
• i hate taking photos, but eversince facebook is out we all compete to upload photo's
• we shud drink beer at night not day time. unless u are indian
• some mix kid are cute. some are just badly formed. so if u plan u get married to a guy please think about how your kid will look like
• at some point middle eastern people are fucked up and so are the malays. i can count with my fingers the good ones.
• i hate rebels without a cause
• whats up people braggin about their drinking lifestyle. we all drank! i think they meant water. opps!
• i want a bigger plasma TV
• cinema's should have a special place for ladies to avoid sexual harrasment
• sexual harraser must go to hell
• my room should have two air conds
• my house shud have a pool
• i should go to london soon as well.